Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Feel so disillusioned & depressed after a heated argument...
Whether were those spiteful words or displeasing tones, it was definitely a heartaching conversation which I wish so much to end.
Not a yes nor a no, just a heartless hang-up to brings it end...
Pressing on each alphabert on the mobile with aching heart, greater emotion has overwhelmed me, and I have never felt like this before...
More tears brushing down..."Stop it!" a voice I heard, "You got to learn..."
"learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much
so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure,
you really are strong, you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn..." by Veronica A. Shoffstall
And yes, I need to learn...maybe to let go...
maybe I'm occupying too much of your space and time...maybe I should let go...(though I longed to be with you...)
Whether were those spiteful words or displeasing tones, it was definitely a heartaching conversation which I wish so much to end.
Not a yes nor a no, just a heartless hang-up to brings it end...
Pressing on each alphabert on the mobile with aching heart, greater emotion has overwhelmed me, and I have never felt like this before...
More tears brushing down..."Stop it!" a voice I heard, "You got to learn..."
"learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much
so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure,
you really are strong, you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn..." by Veronica A. Shoffstall
And yes, I need to learn...maybe to let go...
maybe I'm occupying too much of your space and time...maybe I should let go...(though I longed to be with you...)
Y 12:07 PM
