Thursday, June 22, 2006
Hasn't been sleeping well these few nights, waking up erratically, not knowing what did I woke up in such odd hour...
Been having many random thoughts and thoughts that just stick on your mind even while you were asleep. It just hang there till you woke up and is still there...I totally have no idea why this happened. Now it seems that my mind is controlling me instead of my heart. I do not want to think that much but yet the little brain of mine just not going to let me off, at least I know for now.
Events came after events...issues after issues...
I think I need a breather...for a moment, at least for a quick quiet moment...alone...to sort out my mind. For which my mind is in a whirl, in a confused state, I need to plan what's my next step...
Meanwhile, I was trying to put a strong front, a trying-to-be-happy smile & concealed emotions as not affect my loved people.
Till I pull through...
Been having many random thoughts and thoughts that just stick on your mind even while you were asleep. It just hang there till you woke up and is still there...I totally have no idea why this happened. Now it seems that my mind is controlling me instead of my heart. I do not want to think that much but yet the little brain of mine just not going to let me off, at least I know for now.
Events came after events...issues after issues...
I think I need a breather...for a moment, at least for a quick quiet moment...alone...to sort out my mind. For which my mind is in a whirl, in a confused state, I need to plan what's my next step...
Meanwhile, I was trying to put a strong front, a trying-to-be-happy smile & concealed emotions as not affect my loved people.
Till I pull through... Y 9:26 AM
