VOGUE


Saturday, December 03, 2005



Hey what's wrong with me? Something in my head...it goes..."Just give a touch...a light touch...a gentle touch will do..."
..."Play with it as it won't bite...stroke its fur as it is soft as cotton...try it..."
But the only thing I did was to stare...stare at its innocent puppy eyes look...
it seem like saying "why are you afraid of me? I'm not that scary...common, play with me..."
"Why couldn't I do it??!" I posed this question to me, the only fearful me...
"Hey it's only a puppy, cute little ones, not A big dinosaur?" This was another side of me kept pushing me...but deep down my heart, hoping to break through my fear but.........................................still, I can't do it.
I was in dilemma. I was struggling with two emotions.
I was trying to pluck out the slimmest gust of guts in me.
But, I couldn't free myself, maybe...is just not time yet...
wishing that this fear will drain away and just leave me alone...
wishing that this fear will just evaporates into the thin air as if it was never exist...
I wish...I wish...I wish...

Y 12:46 AM


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It's the day since she saw you,
A doll with a smile on her cherry pink lip.
Her crystal-liked eyes seem to be welcoming the beautiful illusion she has.
Wearing her most glamour dress for only one.
Sitting sliently, with her favourite chocolate candy holding on her hands.
it is to be shared with soneone she love.

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